Saturday, July 24, 2004

things haven't been very easy these last two or three days.  one of the classes has been really tough, i'm the kind of sick that makes your voice cut in and out, and the uk end of the scholarship might be falling through.  i find out sometime on monday.  the hardest part about it is - if i don't go, what will i do instead?  will normalcy keep going for what seems like eternity or will it be something beautiful?  and i can't help wondering what will happen with the boy that's on my mind - until i go, if i go, if i stay.  we will see.


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